Sep 17, 2005 19:34
Well this week has been g0od,,all except for a certain someone that madE my life hell ever since yesterday!!:( i just dont understand at alL!!I just think that it is really shity that you have t0o have your iss teacher/softbalL coach..to be the one to break it to ya that your boyfriend that you really,REALLY like has not been at all honest to ya and lied over something really stupid..well it was enough to end our relationship that we have had, had for a while now & now feels like a complete waist of time!- i dont think i will ever understand at all!!But there are gonna be other people that you are gonna want and having a guy that is in college and around girls,girls,girls all th time..it has to be hard so i just figured i would go ahead and finish things off for us!!*dont get me wrong tho..i did really like cody,,but things have now changed and that includes my feelings for him!/ But there is gonna always be that one guy that you love and will always wanna be with no matter what && i need to stop tyring to get over this person and realize that i love him and have since he 1st. time we ever dated!( i love you tCg and always will baby)And i feel like i have made a go0d decision by doing what i have done!I had a great couple months with ya cody but it has come to an end and we need to just get over this thing we got goin on for go0d!!=( but thats all for now tho! leave em`
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