So I finally thought I'd post again...
Hello. Today is a boring, long, wasted day. I don't have any plans for tonight other than to go to someones house and pick up my things. I might go to the gym...I might not. People confuse the fuck out of me, and I know I do them too. It's just some want so much attention that they'll do anything for it. Damn. I'm really seeing it now. I went to the show yesterday. Nicholas you did very good! I'm PROUD of you, and very sorry that you lost some instruments. Everyone should go to the VFW on march 5 to see kiss the cop, arjuna, atomship...and someone else. They were talking about getting matchbook romance and chiodos out there which would kick ass. I've met some new people which seem pretty neat. Um...I am still in the predicament with someone, but I'm not really sure why it is still going on?! It's old and through with, or at least I would like to think so. There is a song that I have enjoyed listening to now for a while...this is it.
So it's sad this doesn't suit you now
and me fresh out of rope
Please ignore this lisp
I never meant to sound like this
So take me and break me
and make me strong like you
I'll be forever grateful to this and you
It's only you beautiful, or I don't want anyone
If I can choose it's only you
Fix me to a chain around your neck
and wear me like a nickel
Even new wine served in old skins cheapens the taste
I shot the pilot,
I'm begging you to fly this for me
I'm here for you to use, broken and bruised
Do you understand?
It's only you beautiful, or I don't want anyone
If I can choose it's only you
But how could I miscalculate,
perfect eyes will have perfect aim
If I can choose its only you
We're wrecking
and I'm dry like a drum with springs
So fine, I'll leave...
we're spent and...
we take our time in trials...
measured in miles...
we slave for days and we...
It's only you beautiful, or I don't want anyone
If I can choose it's only you
How could I miscalculate
perfect lies from a perfect aim
If I can choose it's only you
I guess I'm finished now.
Much love,
Lauren.
So it's sad this doesn't suit you now
and me fresh out of rope
Please ignore this lisp
I never meant to sound like this
So take me and break me
and make me strong like you
I'll be forever grateful to this and you
It's only you beautiful, or I don't want anyone
If I can choose it's only you
Fix me to a chain around your neck
and wear me like a nickel
Even new wine served in old skins cheapens the taste
I shot the pilot,
I'm begging you to fly this for me
I'm here for you to use, broken and bruised
Do you understand?
It's only you beautiful, or I don't want anyone
If I can choose it's only you
But how could I miscalculate,
perfect eyes will have perfect aim
If I can choose its only you
We're wrecking
and I'm dry like a drum with springs
So fine, I'll leave...
we're spent and...
we take our time in trials...
measured in miles...
we slave for days and we...
It's only you beautiful, or I don't want anyone
If I can choose it's only you
How could I miscalculate
perfect lies from a perfect aim
If I can choose it's only you
I guess I'm finished now.
Much love,
Lauren.