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[_laypink_]

Well, today i received a letter from sam in rehab!!! I miss her so...i love her. She is so wonderful and does not deserve to be in a place like that. She's in there for smoking while everyone else she said is in there with slashes on their necks!!! That's not for her. I am very unhappy with her parents now. Well god she's finished with LBHS she said she'll never be back. She's going to north mississippi for rehab once she leaves this place and will start school up there or somewhere else. She wanted me to tell the love of her life hey for her but i dont know what to say?! She justs needs someone to love her like a boyfriend that can care for her and be the best ever! god it makes me want to cry and hit something with all this happenning! The song im listening to is for her!! we planned on graduating together and taking a road trip once we graduated and being inseparable for the rest of our lives. I wish you were here i love you soo much and can't go on without you SMAMIE!!
love always,
Lauren aka LAY,nerual,itti bitti (all you called me and more)