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So I am at school right now but my mother and i got in a huge argument this morning and i did not want to check in and go to class so i am now in the career center!! I think i am going to the psychiatrist soon because my parents think i am mentally crazy. My home life is not very cool at all...actually it sucks but there is not much i can do about that, that i haven't already tried!
In less than an hour all the cool senior kids that have early release will be leaving so i believe i will go bum a ride somewhere. I feel really sad right now and i want to hold hands with someone. Yesterday i left my favorite c.d. that nic burnt for me in someones truck and i plan to get it back ASAP!! Some boy told me to go to hell saturday night and my mind has definitely changed about guys since then...needless to say he was not a charming, sweet gentleman.
Someone won't leave me alone about going to church but it just isn't my style and it seems that there is no way to get that through to them. I feel sad, lonely, confused, kept away, not loved, suicidal, and many more things right now...i can't even describe it. I decided to stop drinking, lets see how long that lasts. Its been two days so far, hooray for me. I want to feel better and this could help.
People think i'm so happy because i look/seem it (or so they say)but i am not at all. I will write more probably when i leave...
Lauren
In less than an hour all the cool senior kids that have early release will be leaving so i believe i will go bum a ride somewhere. I feel really sad right now and i want to hold hands with someone. Yesterday i left my favorite c.d. that nic burnt for me in someones truck and i plan to get it back ASAP!! Some boy told me to go to hell saturday night and my mind has definitely changed about guys since then...needless to say he was not a charming, sweet gentleman.
Someone won't leave me alone about going to church but it just isn't my style and it seems that there is no way to get that through to them. I feel sad, lonely, confused, kept away, not loved, suicidal, and many more things right now...i can't even describe it. I decided to stop drinking, lets see how long that lasts. Its been two days so far, hooray for me. I want to feel better and this could help.
People think i'm so happy because i look/seem it (or so they say)but i am not at all. I will write more probably when i leave...
Lauren