Masterlist
Here it is, finally - my fic to date, organized by fandom (which are currently: Harry Potter, Hellsing, A Song of Ice and Fire, Ouran [mostly crossovers], and Supernatural).
Warning: some of these are ancient and of extremely dubious quality. I put in red anything written around/before 2007 or I'm just pretty ashamed of and don't recommend. I'm still considering whether or not to even link to some things.
Note: Still in progress. I have to dig up a few more things.
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SUPERNATURAL
Sam/Dean:
Freak Camp: A Monster By Any Other Name
--an AU novel-length fic written with brosedshield, posted at freac_camp
Only Skin Deep: Sam started a new life in Stanford, but the past isn't as cleanly cut away as he would like to think. (929 words - R) --recced by sawedoff_recs!!!
Boys in a Junkyard: Original title was "Blowjobs in Bobby's Junkyard." That's all you need to know (i.e., preseries smut). (1,003 words - R)
This is Us: Sam always insisted on defining things his way. (Indulgent AU Wincest scene for shangrilada's The Unbearable Samness of Sam) (585 words - PG)
Business and Pleasure: What Dean keeps under his pillow. (184 words - PG-13)
Gen:
Old-Fashioned Lullaby: No matter how used you are to nightmares, sometimes you have to talk to the one who always soothed you afterwards. (1,676 words - PG)
Home Remedies: Dean hates Sam's migraines more than Sam does. That does not make him a mother hen, Bobby. (765 words - PG-13)
Simple Gifts: Some gifts last far longer than you had any reason to expect. Part of ratherastory's Fusion series. (710 words - G)
Lessons Learned: Just a therapeutic piece for how "Bad Day at Black Rock," should have ended, if Dean had happened to be in-character for that scene. (246 words - PG-13)
Dee 'verse:
(a collaborative girl!Dean 'verse with brosedshield, posted in deewinchester)
Don't Call Me Daughter: John could never clearly remember the following months, at what point he became unable to voice more than the first syllable of his daughter's name, or when he stopped trying to reach for the rest of it. (7,260 words - PG-13)
Girl Things: When she saw Dad had tears in his eyes, she knew she was going to die. (641 words - PG)
The More Unholy Things I Do: This is a story about a bad situation becoming worse. This is a story about what happens when a couple kids left on their own are faced with no good choices, and the wrong choices lead to worse consequences. Then there’s the aftermath. (15,771 words - R)
HELLSING
Integra/Alucard:
Welcome Home: Integra arrives home for the summer, and Alucard is waiting for her. Strange things happen when you are fifteen. (3,600 words - PG-13)
The Tea Which Was Not Drunk: A few droplets of tea usually didn't lead to temptation. (780 words - PG)
Never a Question: He's not a question, this new vampire who is hers, whom she can feel in her blood. (235 words - PG)
Pretend: Sometimes, it's okay to pretend, just a little. (175 words - PG-13)
Gen:
Ties of Blood: How Integra met Alucard (Gonzo anime version), extended and in narrative form. (9,100 words - PG-13)
The Funeral: Expected and unexpected meetings at Arthur Hellsing's funeral. (2,280 words - G)
While You Were Gone: Ever wondered how Integra explained to Walter what happened while he was in South America? Direct sequel to The Funeral. (1,900 words - PG)
Out of the Dungeon: The morning after Integra releases Alucard from the dungeon, he makes her porridge. // This story fills in the days from when Integra found Alucard until Walter returns, when she is reeling from her father's death, killing her uncle, discovering a secret, powerful vampire in the basement, Walter's continuing absence, and the responsibility settling on her shoulders. (WIP - currently two chapters, 10,400 words - PG)
With a Stake of Holly Through His Heart: The tale of the first Christmas at the Hellsing house after Arthur died. V. slight crossoverness with Harry Potter, but I promise it won't hurt you. (3,200 words - PG)
Calculations of Worth: They say that pain tends to be exaggerated for adolescents. Integra is not exempt. (2,770 words - PG-13)
Sunday Morning Wake-Up: Ficlet studying a new Sunday morning routine, when Integra is still thirteen. With beautiful, beautiful accompanying art. (431 words - G)
untilted ficlet of delirious!teen!Integra (223 words - PG)
Afternoon Off: What happens when Jean draws a picture of Integra wearing a Chudley Cannons sweatshirt, pale green shorts, and pink flipflops, cheering wildly with Alucard behind her, as they're both sitting in sports bleachers. Harry Potter crossover. (1,300 words - G)
HELLSING/OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB(/HARRY POTTER):
drabble of Integra/Kyouya, versus Tamaki (G)
drabbles of Integra's relationships with (most of) the Host Club members (G)
A SONG OF ICE AND FIRE
Love is Sweet, Dearest Ned: Ned/Lyanna. Lyanna is fifteen and really would rather not get married at all, so she brings Ned into her angst. This may become a habit. (3,440 words - R)
A Blind Wolf Still Has Teeth: Survival lessons have taught Arya how to adapt in her new world, limited though it is - but perhaps that can change. (600 words - G)
HARRY POTTER
Lily/Severus:
One Night for a Lifetime: After an especially stressful term, Lily decides she and her best friend need to loosen up. (3,670 words - PG-13)
Improvisational Chemistry: Home from Hogwarts after fifth year, Lily and Severus attempt to work out where they stand with each other. (2,590 words - PG)
A Drug Named Severus Snape: Lily was clever in many ways. She was not self-destructive or masochistic, and Remus felt at times like these that one of the greatest mysteries in his life was why Lily Evans had a relationship with Severus Snape. (1,750 words - PG-13)
After: My very first Lily/Severus story. Written after the fifth book's release, in a great fit of denial. (865 words - PG)
All She Knows: smut drabble (194 words - R)
Other:
A Last New Year's Eve: A time when the Death Eaters were picking us off one by one, as Remus said years later. Now, he and Lily reflect on the new year facing them. (1,200 words - PG)
Never Spoken, Never Forgotten: My attempt at Lily/Remus. (1,550 words - PG)
Mischief Managed: What if Sirius had won that night when he was sixteen? Placed in the canon of [unfinished nightmare-story I can't even recommend], so there's a few OCs. (5,130 - PG-13)
Someone to Look Up To: A one-shot from the perspective of first-year Blaise Zabini (back when we thought he was a white girl). Also very very old, one of my first fics. (1,360 words - G)
Put a Light in the Window: Draco/Ginny. ...So, so old. As in, written in 2004-05. Dear God. (6,100 - PG-13)
Untitled - a Hermione/Theodore Nott experiment, written for a friend. (725 words - PG)
Warning: some of these are ancient and of extremely dubious quality. I put in red anything written around/before 2007 or I'm just pretty ashamed of and don't recommend. I'm still considering whether or not to even link to some things.
Note: Still in progress. I have to dig up a few more things.
{index}
SUPERNATURAL
Sam/Dean:
Freak Camp: A Monster By Any Other Name
--an AU novel-length fic written with brosedshield, posted at freac_camp
Only Skin Deep: Sam started a new life in Stanford, but the past isn't as cleanly cut away as he would like to think. (929 words - R) --recced by sawedoff_recs!!!
Boys in a Junkyard: Original title was "Blowjobs in Bobby's Junkyard." That's all you need to know (i.e., preseries smut). (1,003 words - R)
This is Us: Sam always insisted on defining things his way. (Indulgent AU Wincest scene for shangrilada's The Unbearable Samness of Sam) (585 words - PG)
Business and Pleasure: What Dean keeps under his pillow. (184 words - PG-13)
Gen:
Old-Fashioned Lullaby: No matter how used you are to nightmares, sometimes you have to talk to the one who always soothed you afterwards. (1,676 words - PG)
Home Remedies: Dean hates Sam's migraines more than Sam does. That does not make him a mother hen, Bobby. (765 words - PG-13)
Simple Gifts: Some gifts last far longer than you had any reason to expect. Part of ratherastory's Fusion series. (710 words - G)
Lessons Learned: Just a therapeutic piece for how "Bad Day at Black Rock," should have ended, if Dean had happened to be in-character for that scene. (246 words - PG-13)
Dee 'verse:
(a collaborative girl!Dean 'verse with brosedshield, posted in deewinchester)
Don't Call Me Daughter: John could never clearly remember the following months, at what point he became unable to voice more than the first syllable of his daughter's name, or when he stopped trying to reach for the rest of it. (7,260 words - PG-13)
Girl Things: When she saw Dad had tears in his eyes, she knew she was going to die. (641 words - PG)
The More Unholy Things I Do: This is a story about a bad situation becoming worse. This is a story about what happens when a couple kids left on their own are faced with no good choices, and the wrong choices lead to worse consequences. Then there’s the aftermath. (15,771 words - R)
HELLSING
Integra/Alucard:
Welcome Home: Integra arrives home for the summer, and Alucard is waiting for her. Strange things happen when you are fifteen. (3,600 words - PG-13)
The Tea Which Was Not Drunk: A few droplets of tea usually didn't lead to temptation. (780 words - PG)
Never a Question: He's not a question, this new vampire who is hers, whom she can feel in her blood. (235 words - PG)
Pretend: Sometimes, it's okay to pretend, just a little. (175 words - PG-13)
Gen:
Ties of Blood: How Integra met Alucard (Gonzo anime version), extended and in narrative form. (9,100 words - PG-13)
The Funeral: Expected and unexpected meetings at Arthur Hellsing's funeral. (2,280 words - G)
While You Were Gone: Ever wondered how Integra explained to Walter what happened while he was in South America? Direct sequel to The Funeral. (1,900 words - PG)
Out of the Dungeon: The morning after Integra releases Alucard from the dungeon, he makes her porridge. // This story fills in the days from when Integra found Alucard until Walter returns, when she is reeling from her father's death, killing her uncle, discovering a secret, powerful vampire in the basement, Walter's continuing absence, and the responsibility settling on her shoulders. (WIP - currently two chapters, 10,400 words - PG)
With a Stake of Holly Through His Heart: The tale of the first Christmas at the Hellsing house after Arthur died. V. slight crossoverness with Harry Potter, but I promise it won't hurt you. (3,200 words - PG)
Calculations of Worth: They say that pain tends to be exaggerated for adolescents. Integra is not exempt. (2,770 words - PG-13)
Sunday Morning Wake-Up: Ficlet studying a new Sunday morning routine, when Integra is still thirteen. With beautiful, beautiful accompanying art. (431 words - G)
untilted ficlet of delirious!teen!Integra (223 words - PG)
Afternoon Off: What happens when Jean draws a picture of Integra wearing a Chudley Cannons sweatshirt, pale green shorts, and pink flipflops, cheering wildly with Alucard behind her, as they're both sitting in sports bleachers. Harry Potter crossover. (1,300 words - G)
HELLSING/OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB(/HARRY POTTER):
drabble of Integra/Kyouya, versus Tamaki (G)
drabbles of Integra's relationships with (most of) the Host Club members (G)
A SONG OF ICE AND FIRE
Love is Sweet, Dearest Ned: Ned/Lyanna. Lyanna is fifteen and really would rather not get married at all, so she brings Ned into her angst. This may become a habit. (3,440 words - R)
A Blind Wolf Still Has Teeth: Survival lessons have taught Arya how to adapt in her new world, limited though it is - but perhaps that can change. (600 words - G)
HARRY POTTER
Lily/Severus:
One Night for a Lifetime: After an especially stressful term, Lily decides she and her best friend need to loosen up. (3,670 words - PG-13)
Improvisational Chemistry: Home from Hogwarts after fifth year, Lily and Severus attempt to work out where they stand with each other. (2,590 words - PG)
A Drug Named Severus Snape: Lily was clever in many ways. She was not self-destructive or masochistic, and Remus felt at times like these that one of the greatest mysteries in his life was why Lily Evans had a relationship with Severus Snape. (1,750 words - PG-13)
After: My very first Lily/Severus story. Written after the fifth book's release, in a great fit of denial. (865 words - PG)
All She Knows: smut drabble (194 words - R)
Other:
A Last New Year's Eve: A time when the Death Eaters were picking us off one by one, as Remus said years later. Now, he and Lily reflect on the new year facing them. (1,200 words - PG)
Never Spoken, Never Forgotten: My attempt at Lily/Remus. (1,550 words - PG)
Mischief Managed: What if Sirius had won that night when he was sixteen? Placed in the canon of [unfinished nightmare-story I can't even recommend], so there's a few OCs. (5,130 - PG-13)
Someone to Look Up To: A one-shot from the perspective of first-year Blaise Zabini (back when we thought he was a white girl). Also very very old, one of my first fics. (1,360 words - G)
Put a Light in the Window: Draco/Ginny. ...So, so old. As in, written in 2004-05. Dear God. (6,100 - PG-13)
Untitled - a Hermione/Theodore Nott experiment, written for a friend. (725 words - PG)