I'm on tonight.
I found the most amazing dress on ebay! Wooo! And it is my size!! I'm gonna end up spending around 120 for it, which i don't like, but it is reasonable for the sweetest dress on earth! Sharikra has worn on just like it. :) I am going out with a bang!
And Jon's gonna look sweet too.
We are actually taking a break right now . . . it's wierd. I don't know what to think about it. It's not realllly a break seeing Jon doesn't want anything to change, but whatever he wants I guess. I realize I have changed alot lately though. I just find myself not reallly wanting to do much. I still love my friends, but it just always feels like sooo much to get up and do stuff. I don't really feel right anymore. I'm going to try and do better. I guess I just don't want to dissapoint anyone by being a drag, so I bail. But when I'm with Jon it's different, because it's jon. I feel like a crappy friend. I'm just sooo tired all the time that it is just unimaginable. I've become a lazy lump of lethargy (I really don't know if that is the spelling or correct word, but go with it).
I'mma gonna change.
And Jon's gonna look sweet too.
We are actually taking a break right now . . . it's wierd. I don't know what to think about it. It's not realllly a break seeing Jon doesn't want anything to change, but whatever he wants I guess. I realize I have changed alot lately though. I just find myself not reallly wanting to do much. I still love my friends, but it just always feels like sooo much to get up and do stuff. I don't really feel right anymore. I'm going to try and do better. I guess I just don't want to dissapoint anyone by being a drag, so I bail. But when I'm with Jon it's different, because it's jon. I feel like a crappy friend. I'm just sooo tired all the time that it is just unimaginable. I've become a lazy lump of lethargy (I really don't know if that is the spelling or correct word, but go with it).
I'mma gonna change.