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so my mom and my step-dad are flying out to missouri next saturday and i want to write a letter to my grandpa...only this letter will be very hard to write because it is probably the last words he will ever hear from me. hes going to be dying soon and i dont know what im supposed to write in a letter to someone who im fully aware is dying. if i say i love you forever a lot than that will be sort of like reminding him that hes gonna die. and if i dont put it at all then he might think that i dont?? i have no idea. but i have to come up with some damn good things to say to him.