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Hi Livejournal! It's been a long time since our last encounter. Normally I update you when I'm under the influence of something or the other, but tonight is different. I am totally clear headed and it's a really good feeling.
Friendships. I've been thinking a lot about friendships. Old ones, new ones, ones that have long been waiting to be rekindled. I miss so many people and yet there are some people I hope to never see again. I think the latter group are those who I find myself associating with all the more frequently. But I've been making better choices in my life believe it or not, and I love the feeling of self improvement through self evaluation. It's kinda addicting. Always being able to better oneself; that's key isn't it? Well it is certainly a key that's helped me in my process of figuring out what I really want out of my life right now. I want to do well. I see so many people on the path to total failure, and it scares me to be quite honest. I'm afraid of being one of those people who is never really satisfied in life. It actually scares me more than anything. And, for that reason, I've begun my self evaluation and it has led to a progression in my being that I choose not to reverse. Some people make it difficult for me to move in a straight line, but then again life isn't about always being aligned...is it? It's about the obstacles that destruct the straight line and as the popular quote says, "What does not destroy me, makes me stronger.(Nietzsche)" I agree indefinitely. What hasn't destroyed me in this life so far has only made me stronger physically and mentally, and although these challenges act as a diversion in my straight line, I would only be bored and flat if they didn't exist, I guess. No, I don't guess, I am sure. I am also sure that I am talking out of my ass. Bye Livejournal, it was nice talking to you. We should do this again sometime soon.
Friendships. I've been thinking a lot about friendships. Old ones, new ones, ones that have long been waiting to be rekindled. I miss so many people and yet there are some people I hope to never see again. I think the latter group are those who I find myself associating with all the more frequently. But I've been making better choices in my life believe it or not, and I love the feeling of self improvement through self evaluation. It's kinda addicting. Always being able to better oneself; that's key isn't it? Well it is certainly a key that's helped me in my process of figuring out what I really want out of my life right now. I want to do well. I see so many people on the path to total failure, and it scares me to be quite honest. I'm afraid of being one of those people who is never really satisfied in life. It actually scares me more than anything. And, for that reason, I've begun my self evaluation and it has led to a progression in my being that I choose not to reverse. Some people make it difficult for me to move in a straight line, but then again life isn't about always being aligned...is it? It's about the obstacles that destruct the straight line and as the popular quote says, "What does not destroy me, makes me stronger.(Nietzsche)" I agree indefinitely. What hasn't destroyed me in this life so far has only made me stronger physically and mentally, and although these challenges act as a diversion in my straight line, I would only be bored and flat if they didn't exist, I guess. No, I don't guess, I am sure. I am also sure that I am talking out of my ass. Bye Livejournal, it was nice talking to you. We should do this again sometime soon.