bodies are weird....
i don't know how this is happening, but i know it's gonna stop soon. wish it wasn't, i wish i could be immediately rewarded by my renewed effort with a return to my rightful size.
weight: 155.5
6 more pounds till my valentines day goal when most of my clothes should sort of fit again. i think i may lower the goal a bit to 145.5 because i think i can lose ten pounds in a month and a half, but i have to see what happens when the loss slows down to normal. i can't wait for that moment that my jeans pull all the way up and zip without a struggle. i will cry out of happiness. unfortunately, now the fat jeans i bought in desparation are getting a little baggy and i'm in between again. i also really like them, so i think i'm going to take advantage of the christmas sales and buy another pair one size down as a goal.
in other news, one more sleep till vancouver. i can't wait. if i think hard enough i can feel josh's arms around me and i just want to get there so it's real. i'm all packed a day early other than my toiletries. i am wearing my plane clothes today, washing them tonight, and then putting them on again tomorrow so as not to disturb the packed stuff. one would say i'm just a little eager maybe. :) i just want to be on the plane....travel makes me anxious. i always feel like i have too much to do or i forgot something.
weight: 155.5
6 more pounds till my valentines day goal when most of my clothes should sort of fit again. i think i may lower the goal a bit to 145.5 because i think i can lose ten pounds in a month and a half, but i have to see what happens when the loss slows down to normal. i can't wait for that moment that my jeans pull all the way up and zip without a struggle. i will cry out of happiness. unfortunately, now the fat jeans i bought in desparation are getting a little baggy and i'm in between again. i also really like them, so i think i'm going to take advantage of the christmas sales and buy another pair one size down as a goal.
in other news, one more sleep till vancouver. i can't wait. if i think hard enough i can feel josh's arms around me and i just want to get there so it's real. i'm all packed a day early other than my toiletries. i am wearing my plane clothes today, washing them tonight, and then putting them on again tomorrow so as not to disturb the packed stuff. one would say i'm just a little eager maybe. :) i just want to be on the plane....travel makes me anxious. i always feel like i have too much to do or i forgot something.