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It's amazing how much different i feel now. In everything single thing i do i have a whole new thought process behind it.
I'm very happy. Happy that people are happy. Especially people close to me and Adam, like our parents. They are the four people who are always going to be there and knowing that they are happy puts my heart at ease for so many different reasons. The only one who doesn't know yet is my oh so unpredictable father. Who knows what his initial reation will be...but i rest assured knowing that he will soon resort to happiness and love for this baby. I truly feel blessed to have parents right now. I know i should have felt that way all my life but honestly....my parents have done things that made me lose alot of respect for them, making it hard to think of them as invinsible as most children view their mommy and daddy. Especially my mom, but through this all im realizing how much she really loves me and would do ANYTHING to ensure my happiness and safety. Which makes me see that that's what it's all about. Loving your children through everything, no matter what.
I hope i do a good job! :)
I'm very happy. Happy that people are happy. Especially people close to me and Adam, like our parents. They are the four people who are always going to be there and knowing that they are happy puts my heart at ease for so many different reasons. The only one who doesn't know yet is my oh so unpredictable father. Who knows what his initial reation will be...but i rest assured knowing that he will soon resort to happiness and love for this baby. I truly feel blessed to have parents right now. I know i should have felt that way all my life but honestly....my parents have done things that made me lose alot of respect for them, making it hard to think of them as invinsible as most children view their mommy and daddy. Especially my mom, but through this all im realizing how much she really loves me and would do ANYTHING to ensure my happiness and safety. Which makes me see that that's what it's all about. Loving your children through everything, no matter what.
I hope i do a good job! :)