I wanna go
So i have an audition tomorrow for "Big, the Musical" at the Civic Light Opera Theater. I'm really fucking excited about it considering i haven't done a show in too long. I'm not getting my hopes up though because i haven't auditioned in quite a while and it's a fairly small cast but....it's the kick off to me getting back into theater. Damn it's been too long....i don't know what i was thinking! But whether i'm likely to get a part or not, i'm going to blow them away at my audition. I owe it to myself!
I still REALLY want to move to Chicago....surprise surprise right? I brought it up to my dad and at first he seemed hesitant at the idea but after talking about it more he's actually kind of pushing it. But one thing hasn't changed. I'm still not ready to leave some people. Adam is about to move up here and i we're moving in together...which presents another problem. I know that there is no way a relationship would work with me in Chicago, and it's very unlikely that he would want to come with me to Chicago. I care about him far too much to just leave. So....yea. As you can see i think alot and it gets me no where.
I just want to take advantage of being young and having no obligations to any one place. I don't want to get to the age of 30 and have too many ties and not be able to travel and what not. I wanna take chances and accept the fact that i may get there and be totally broke. But alteast then i can say that i did it.
Another thing i do want to do is live downtown Seattle. Which does solve the whole not wanting to leave people dilema. And it would most likely take care of my internal need for the big city of Chicago, at least for a while. hmm........I'll figure it out sooner or later.
I still REALLY want to move to Chicago....surprise surprise right? I brought it up to my dad and at first he seemed hesitant at the idea but after talking about it more he's actually kind of pushing it. But one thing hasn't changed. I'm still not ready to leave some people. Adam is about to move up here and i we're moving in together...which presents another problem. I know that there is no way a relationship would work with me in Chicago, and it's very unlikely that he would want to come with me to Chicago. I care about him far too much to just leave. So....yea. As you can see i think alot and it gets me no where.
I just want to take advantage of being young and having no obligations to any one place. I don't want to get to the age of 30 and have too many ties and not be able to travel and what not. I wanna take chances and accept the fact that i may get there and be totally broke. But alteast then i can say that i did it.
Another thing i do want to do is live downtown Seattle. Which does solve the whole not wanting to leave people dilema. And it would most likely take care of my internal need for the big city of Chicago, at least for a while. hmm........I'll figure it out sooner or later.