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i saw an old good friend today. havn't seen him in a while. we went to eat and caught up with eachother. he's always been like my big brother, and looked out for me. so when he asked me if i was happy. i told him i was. and he replied with something so truthful it almost scared me. and i wanted to cry. he looked right at me and goes "your lieing. your breathing and getting through eachday ok. but your not happy. you lost the light you used to have in your eyes. its like a part of you died."
in a way i guess he's right.
in a way i guess he's right.