Ugh! I Hate Today
I am just so bumbed. The whole reason I went out today was to go get an outfit for the Movie Awards. I went to the Brea Mall and I found not a gawd damn thing! I tried out three whole outfits and I didn't like it at all. I LOATHE THE MALL! Fuck you! Now I don't wanna go to the Movie Awards because I have nothing to wear. Brian, who annoyed me, was telling me how much clothes I have, but those are hootchy clumbing clothes. You don't wear those clothes you anywhere where a bottle of vodka isn't near by. I almost wanna cry. And tonight sucked too. We were suppose to go drinking and all we did was wait too late to go and then we went and it was bust. It's all because we all kept changing fucking plans and I fucking hate that. I like having something set to do. Not go all night and then end up doing not a gawd damn thing and waste time and gas. *breathes* I need to calm down. Maybe I'll call Laura tomorrow and see if we could go shopping. And if not, I'm gonna be one bitter woman tomorrow.
I need to call in for work in a little bit. I hate calling when there is someone there. I feel guilty and they always sound so mad. That is why I love the answering machine they have. I love the answering machine. And it's also funny when you are trying to leave a message and you are drunk off your ass. I've had that scene many a times. But usually it works. You know, I don't even feel like going to the Awards. I much rather work. I know that sounds retarded, but that way I can get some money and save my calling in points for something good. And Laura better not flake. I will bust her ass, for real. Brian even told her if she flaked that I would kill her. He knows me very well.
Ugh! I am just so fustrated with not having a damn thing to wear. I wanna cry and scream. *AHHH!*
Why am I starting to like Barry Manillow? I really love that song "Mandy". It's a great song. So lovely. But John Stevens KILLED it for me. He didn't kill it, he destroyed it three times over.
I think that is all. I love my LJ. I think I'm gonna remake my site as just a portfolio site or something.
Barry Manillow wrote "I am stuck on Band Aid because Band Aids' stuck on me"? What the hell?!? He really is a genious. God bless you Barry.