Mr Mac.

Jul 21, 2006 10:30

Everyone, I am SO sorry I haven't been replying to your LJs etc etc for the past 3/4 weeks. It is a really terrible thing to do, but please let it be known that I HAVE read my whole flist. And Chan, I will reply to your email soooon, yeah?

So ... it turns out Mr Mac (Mel's dad) passed away last night.

Have I mentioned Mel before? Hmmm ... well she was my best friend last year until, long story short, she stopped talking to me halfway through Term One. This is partly my fault, but she is not completely innocent either. It had something to do with Jess's party, where OH MY GOD there would be alcohol. Because, of course, alcohol is the spawn of Satan.

We haven't talked since then.

Mr Mac is a teacher at our school, and is Head of Boarding as well (i.e. like a father figure). He was quite sick last year, though that was before I was keeping this LJ. He had liver/kidney problems, and was on the road to a transplant, though luckily didn't need one in the end. So the Macs were on holiday when he woke up in the night with a heart attack (this is 3 days ago). He was airlifted to Perth, and then passed away late last night.

Again, like that time my grandfather died, I am a robot. I am sad, don't get me wrong. I just express no feelings, and I hate myself for it. Mum hates me for it as well, because she thinks that I am just a selfish bitch who can't think of anyone else but herself. Oh great, now I'm crying now.

Anyway, so a very interesting situation right now. Considering that I don't speak to Mel anymore. Though I sent her a text message this morning, saying "i'm so sorry to hear about your dad, and sorry for everything else that's happened as well. my thoughts are with you and your family." I bet she won't reply back, but eh.

Going to be interesting going back to school, which is next Tuesday. Due to his being a well-respected teacher, and so on.

So yeah.

mum, mel, livejournal, death, mr mac, school, holidays, spooners, spoonism

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