when did it become so impossible to figure out what is really important?

[_lacrimosa]

I hate bad news that keeps coming
And the one person I could always talk to isn't even here for me anymore.

My cousin might have a brain tumor.
Hearing that... I felt numb.

I'm not the same anymore.
I keep feeling like life gets harder and harder by the day.
But I have got noone to talk to about this anymore.

I am alone in this.
Alone in being scared.

Nothing seems important except the ones I love.
Not boys not going out not school not drinking.

None of that really matters.

Family.. friends.. theyre the only ones that matter.

And I pray to God that she will be okay.
I don't know what I'd do if she wasn't.