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My day was differen't than expected. I spent the day finishing
my Spanish final study guide, which I accomplished. I studied for me
English/Spanish/ and Math midterms.. which I know pretty well now.
My Grandma got here last night, though I didn't see her. I went to bed
at about 6:30 last night because I was exhausted. I woke up this morning
at about 10:30 giving me much over 10 hours of sleep. I don't remember what
I dreamt.. but I remember something about Andrew Mcmahon's feet - and him
with his blonde muffin-like hair. He is so incredible♥.
After studying I talked to my Aunt on the phone, and watched figure skating.
I feel bad if I weren't to have because I'll be on the computer and she'll
say things like "Look at that jump!" or "Look at that spin" and I'm just
sitting there like "sweeeeet". It was a time, let me tell you.
My Dad brought home so much food today, including Diet Coke. I've realized
that I don't even spend alot of time on Myspace anymore. I just check for
comments and stuff then get off. It's weird and I always miss blogs.
I want a new livejournal, so I can make it friends only, but does that mean
I have to delete this one? I don't want to delete this one at all. I don't know.
I find it hard for myself to explain my own feelings. I can never tell exactly
what I'm feeling either. Lately it's hard to recognize anything.
My life seems so routine. I need to find a way to explain myself better.
I also need to get the feeling/word "awkward" out of my mind. Everything
I think is awkward..shouldn't be. I don't know how I got like this.
I get uncomfortable easily and it ruins things that I don't want ruined.
I over think pretty much everything, in fact I think about things too much.
If I can just learn not to make big deals, or think too much before I act
I can be a happier person. It's so hard for me to just open up.
I've never been extremely heart broken before. I've been hurt, but not enough to
keep me away from something. So I can't be giving up; but why am I avoiding it?
It's something I know want but if I want it so bad then why cant I just ignore
the things I'm scared of. This isn't getitng me anywhere.
I don't even know what I'm saying.
hello genious
my Spanish final study guide, which I accomplished. I studied for me
English/Spanish/ and Math midterms.. which I know pretty well now.
My Grandma got here last night, though I didn't see her. I went to bed
at about 6:30 last night because I was exhausted. I woke up this morning
at about 10:30 giving me much over 10 hours of sleep. I don't remember what
I dreamt.. but I remember something about Andrew Mcmahon's feet - and him
with his blonde muffin-like hair. He is so incredible♥.
After studying I talked to my Aunt on the phone, and watched figure skating.
I feel bad if I weren't to have because I'll be on the computer and she'll
say things like "Look at that jump!" or "Look at that spin" and I'm just
sitting there like "sweeeeet". It was a time, let me tell you.
My Dad brought home so much food today, including Diet Coke. I've realized
that I don't even spend alot of time on Myspace anymore. I just check for
comments and stuff then get off. It's weird and I always miss blogs.
I want a new livejournal, so I can make it friends only, but does that mean
I have to delete this one? I don't want to delete this one at all. I don't know.
I find it hard for myself to explain my own feelings. I can never tell exactly
what I'm feeling either. Lately it's hard to recognize anything.
My life seems so routine. I need to find a way to explain myself better.
I also need to get the feeling/word "awkward" out of my mind. Everything
I think is awkward..shouldn't be. I don't know how I got like this.
I get uncomfortable easily and it ruins things that I don't want ruined.
I over think pretty much everything, in fact I think about things too much.
If I can just learn not to make big deals, or think too much before I act
I can be a happier person. It's so hard for me to just open up.
I've never been extremely heart broken before. I've been hurt, but not enough to
keep me away from something. So I can't be giving up; but why am I avoiding it?
It's something I know want but if I want it so bad then why cant I just ignore
the things I'm scared of. This isn't getitng me anywhere.
I don't even know what I'm saying.
hello genious