Nov 22, 2006 13:22
so many things going through my head right now.
this is the time of year when everyone should be happy and so "jolly" but yet every other day is like a new thing and nothing good.
there are two things in my life right now that i wouldnt change for the world.
ive always realized it but this week i think we all really understood why we are best friends.
the way i cant go more then one day without talking to you guys. the little bickering yes gets in the way sometimes, but honestly we have and always will overcome it. when we say forever, it sticks and never fails. you girls are amazing and im so lucky to have u guys.
and then theres this boy that i have fallen for so much. he is so wonderful and makes me smile everyday. he treats me right and makes me feel like the most special girl in the world. i dont know what i would do without him. i honestly never thought i could feel this way about someone or as strong, but it has happened and im so thankful. =]
other then that. you, i dont like fighting with you at all but it seems sometimes that you dont get things. i feel like you think you can get away with everyone and not be there for us. i dont care if u were not the one that said anything u still have not showed any sympathy towards her. she didnt do anything wrong, she doesnt go purposely to hurt someone else, especially someone that she liked and became friends with. you know how she cares for people and doesnt do something to hurt others. we all see that all she does is try to be there for her friends and you, but you dont show it back. no mistakes were made at all, you like someone and thats all that matters to that person.
things have been so dramatic lately and im so tired of it all. you say your done, but instead of saying that and pushing everyone away and not listening to other sides, why dont you try and work things out or realize what im saying.
thanksgiving is tomorrow and im so thankful for so many things.
to have 4 amazing friends, an incredible boyfriend, and the best family in the world.
lets just stop all of this fighting and enjoy the most magical time of year. i think we can all talk and find a compromise.