down the cliff i go
a lot of stuff has happened since the break...my oma (grandmom) had a stroke and her left side is paralyzed, my great uncle had a stroke the same night, my uncle had a heart attack the same night, my mom went to florida to take care of my opa (grandfather) and therefore is not going to be around for christmas or new years, which ruins the last christmas tradition my family has for xmas, a brother from a fraternity was found dead in his room from seizures possibly, and also one of the sisters from my sororities mothers died. So yea, the holidays have officially gone down hill...rolled in a field of broken glass, and then plummeted off a cliff. Weird thing is that I am just absent from my bad emotions though, so i don't really feel like things are screwed up, though as you can see...they are.