take a sad song, and make it better...
am much happier today. and it's definitely because i DIDN'T THINK AS MUCH. and buying these really sexy boots didn't hurt. and they go with my hot new black trenchcoat. and i got a haircut. and now i can walk around pretending to be a russian spy. К сожалению, я пока не говорю по-русски.
it's scary, but not thinking actually helps me to avoid depressing myself. i was working all day doing filing/sorting; busywork keeps my mind occupied and thus, not thinking about deeper stuff. deep thinking, which apparently i have been doing to much of during the boring summer days, makes me inevitably feel like crap.
no, it's not like i'm considering a lobotomy or something. even though that would be kind of funny...ok maybe not.
it's scary, but not thinking actually helps me to avoid depressing myself. i was working all day doing filing/sorting; busywork keeps my mind occupied and thus, not thinking about deeper stuff. deep thinking, which apparently i have been doing to much of during the boring summer days, makes me inevitably feel like crap.
no, it's not like i'm considering a lobotomy or something. even though that would be kind of funny...ok maybe not.