FUCK MY MIND FOR GOOOOOD.
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iWearFloss (6:42:02 PM): if i could get away with it, i would stab people who do coke in the throat with screwdrivers without even thinking about it
iWearFloss (6:42:46 PM): they may as well just be stomping on a south american forest person's face repeatedly and laughing about it
+ leuwam's housewarming/amy's birthday party. gerber daisies. gold sweaters. extended family & little kidlings. early xmas. tons of delish foods (my life is apparently delish foods & hot love <--- T rex style). early 60s modette pop david bowie. the days where joshua fauver and i are total giggle bunnies, throwing salt & petty insults @ one another over breakfast like we are in middle school. sunny winter days.
- sinus infection galore. my cd burner program potentially fucking up the 10ish mixed cds i've burned. the chaos of my household. not hanging out really but w/ one person all weekend. getting nothing done.
leuwam, where is that photo of me, sarah & chris? also, i meant to tell you this on the phone but celebration & weird war are in the new venus, not that it matters much.
oooh, film! women in revolt was actually kind of perplexing... i am a fan of bad cinema, i think i'm gonna write about it for my zine. i really wonder what candy and holly and jackie thought of the film. i saw magnolia for the first time, & of course loved it. i tried to make richie watch barbarella - it didn't work. also i think i like delphine seyrig enough to want to even see this potentially terrible film, daughters of darkness, even if the film stills look absolutely delicious!
10 FAVORITES (always currents, because permanent favs are rarities)
Favorite Colors: green seduces me, i lately wear a lot of gold - i've always worn a lot of red & black. i wish i could look at a sherbet orange wall for a very long time. that would be nice.
Favorite Food: meditterean, baked goods (sweet & otherwise), southwestern food (which exists for vegetarians), soup, as per usual. i totally want veggie tempura rolls & noodle bowls & miso soup right now, just cuz i'm sick. or rustic vegetarian shepard's pies. i love shepard's pie!
Favorite month: the ones with beautiful weather (spring, fall). the ones where love isn't a threat/i am productive.
Favorite Song: too difficult. but once in savage pizza i heard this most amazing new wave number by some unknown band, and i fear i'll never hear it again. i've rediscovered the hateful charm of the smiths' "you handsome devil" and lately i want to listen to nick drake and 60s girl groups all the time. i really love bjork's "truimph of a heart" & david bowie's "she's got medals" - those have kinda been on repeat.
Favorite Movie: i feel like i want to watch milo & otis daily.
Favorite Sports: archery, of course. i like yoga & hiking & biking, but as enjoyment, not competition. as a voyeur, hockey, roller derby & soccer, easily.
Favorite Season: i like things about them all, but spring tends to be my favorite.
Favorite Day Of the Week: i used to really love sundays. i think i still do. they are growing to be quaint and lovely again. you can drive places w/o too much of a problem. very few people hang out in certain places before closing, so it's easier to make purchases and/or drink a cup of tea.
Ice Cream Flavor: coffee flavors, pistachio almond, coconut from sweet treats, haagan daaz's dulce de leche.
Favorite Time of Day: really late in the night when the creative fury hits. and in the morning, when the world just starts to get warm and all the people with their dogs are walking outside my window, when i can read in my bed & be comfy & beautiful feeling.
9 CURRENTS
Current Mood: full of green icky snot clumps (in my throat nonetheless). wanting to be back in bed.
Current Taste: celestial seasoning candy cane lane tea and pineapple cream cake.
Current Clothes: red american eagle sweater thing, red sailor sweater, high watered jeans (audrey style), red & white boat shoes (same thing i wore yesterday).
Current Desktop Picture: chi chai monchichan, in a banana boat, like a pirate.
Current Toenail Color: half red, it's starting to chip off. but my fingernails are shiny kind of pink with an orange red hue, very weird.
Current Time: 10:36 a.m.
Current Surroundings: a door with a hallway in it, to my left, an office cubicle. a tower of storage boxes, a drawing about xmas some little lady did.
Current Thoughts: xmas packages, zine anxiety, wanting to go home, where we'll go to lunch, if we go to lunch.
8 FIRSTS
First Best Friend: i don't even remember. maybe adam, my retarded (literally) next door neighbor. we dressed up like andy and annie for halloween. i loved him. or my cousin erin, who was 12 days older than me, so our parents treated us like twins and dressed us in the same clothes all the time. ha.
First Screen Name: also don't remember, i had so many. odphelia is one that sticks out, but i know i had one previous to that.
First Pet: camille, a graceful tabby. my mom also had a mister man ray, a gray dude who got hit by a car. after that i got my own little black kitten named princee and he ended up being the love of my life.
First Piercing: ears, i was pretty old, like 13ish.
First CD: smashing pumpkin's "gish". actually that a lie. it was the aladdin soundtrack.
First Car: a horrid red ford taurus that traumatized me.
--- there are only six?
7 LASTS
Last Cigarette: saturday night, sarah was stoned as hell and on three occasions wanted me to have a smoke with her, and would drag me around the house in order to find her cigarettes.
Last Alcoholic Drink: thursday? red wine.
Last Car Ride: to work this morning around 9:30. i woke up late.
Last Kiss: yesterday morning, richie.
Last Movie Seen: heavenly creatures, the beginning of it.
Last Phone Call: richie, last night.
Last CD Played: i don't even know. richie was listening to U.S. maple before we left yesterday, so that i guess is it. before that i listened to ooioo & something else i can't remember now.
6 HAVE YOU EVERS
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Guy/Girl Friends: yes, and it's really not ever a good idea.
Have You Ever Broken the Law: but of course!
Have You Ever Been Arrested: close calls, but no.
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: not fully. only toplessly.
Have You Ever Been on TV: shrugs. fuck if i know!
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: i mean, i knew their name!!
5 THINGS
Thing You're Wearing: i hate this.
Thing You've Done Today: dressed myself, sang in my car, walked up 12 flights of stairs (& down 6), played a round of twistingo, chatted it up w/ russ.
Thing You Can Hear Right Now: 80s internet radio, my coworker chatting on the phone, typing, air conditioning, hold buttons beeping.
Thing You Can't Live Without: tea, good food (though food, that's in a quite often fashion), reading something or the other, friendship, god/goddess sentiment.
Thing You Do When You're Bored: play bad computer games, watch movies, take walks, write letters, bake.
4 PLACES YOU'VE BEEN TODAY
1. to work!
2. to pee!
3. my parents!
4. f you!
3 PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL ANYTHING TO (well, sort of)
1. faith.
2. my mother.
3. sofia (long distance, but she is love, what can i say?).
2 CHOICES
1. to be or not to be.
2. hot tea, sweet tea.
1 THING YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. adventures.