NERD-DOM.
Amanda's party., originally uploaded by laurenwhiteside.
Amanda's party., originally uploaded by laurenwhiteside.
Amanda's party., originally uploaded by laurenwhiteside.
Amanda's party., originally uploaded by laurenwhiteside.
whoa, that sweater looks enormous on me!
sometimes i seem to forget how big of a nerd i am.
when i was younger (sixth grade) i was very into milla jovovich's solo record that sounded like it was made by the pop star equivalent of a fae, pipe-tokin', celtic, forest maiden person, though VERY over produced/weirdly major label. it's actually quite near the truth that i am not as far from her as i was, as i discovered today (though in different ways cuz her shit is, well, bad). BUT i want to find magick foresty music so badly. i want to find black metal that has really medieval chord progressions & cellos. i want to find more vashtis & joannas & cocteau twins. at the core of me, i am magick oriented and maybe a little too into antiquity (as watching little women & droooling over all the clothes & houses & mannerisms goes). i also listened to the nutcracker and have organized images for a short film i only wish i could make to one of the pieces. i wanted to see the nutcracker this year w/ my roommate but she's back to boyfriend mode, & i had to spend $75 on two pills, & where is rusty?
i also was really into bad fantasy puzzle type computer games. but you already probably already knew that. i wish i could find all my old loves. i feel like i need them.
i guess i'm getting into the x-mas spirit. i sent out my first package (to ana in alabama, no long "a"s) + had breakfast w/ j. fauv. for his birfday, which also involved making presents (& buying ever festive maker's mark), so i guess i'm on a roll? cola has knocked down my space age silver tree too many times. i've purchased ghiradelli double chocolate hot cocoa & my mom brought me santa cookie plates yesterday. i want to make ornaments, & vegetarian shepard's pie, & date balls covered in snowy confectioner's suga, & cover things in glitter.
my saturday was lovely. 2 parties, the art show was CUTE, & i'm glad we were apart of something like that, leo & i are reunited, athena & beckah are sooooo much little girl goddesses that remind me of how i was when i was their age, richie has granted me with these gifts that i must post later, they are too adorable to keep to myself. best was seeing leuwam in her glittery gloves, drinkin' grape juice +, with the best coat on that i have ever seen. i'm excited about our split zine.
also, i am currently very into christian bale. who is a hot potato.
but if i start to cinematically adore chris o'donnell
or that matrix guy, bad news.