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Hey. woah last week i had the biggest fever in the world. it was like 1O3.5 or something lol. so i stayed home last thursday.. then friday i went to Rachel D and Dianna to Anna's suprise partyy =] it was hawaianish so we got cute flower necklace thinggies lol. it was fun we took pics and stuff and made Anna a scrapbook. then we all got dropped off at Dianna's [ me and Rachel d ] we walked around after walking to the cementary near sterling house lol. then we were all acting mad stupid in Dianna's kitchen recording messages on my phone like our fucked up version of andy milonakis =] haha. we were all so out of it but it was fun. we stayed up till like 3am talking. in the morning at like 11 Anna's friend came and picked us all up to go to the mall. i bought a belt but then i took it back to afford this skirt.. ahh i was so mad that i spent my whole gift certificut lol. umm they had really cute shoes on sale but i didn't get any because i woulda been like 8 feet tall when them on lol. we left at like 2 because Rachel needed to be home to go to work. i went to a couple places with my mom after my dad dropped me off and that was about it for saturday. then sunday my dad picked me up.. i got my senior pics =/ ehh some came out terrible and some came out kinda cute lol. but i need opinions! cause i dunno which ones to put in the yearbook. so yeah my dad dropped me off at Monika's at around 5:15 and she helped me pick them out lol. her mom liked the worstttt ones of me lol. we watched bloody mary and ahh it was scary haha. we just hung out at her house bein little kids playing trouble and all that other good stuff. it was a good night =] Monika finally talked to the love of her life and well i was happpaayy cause someone called me. we were all sad in the beginning of the night lol. we stayed up till like 2am and then in the morning i stayed there till like 11am because Monika had work. i started tanning so i went tanning with my mom after and stufff.. umm went home and talked on the phone for like the rest of the night, and im so confused =/ and i dunno what to think about certain things and im so sick of analyzing shitt. but anyways i just wanna move =[. im happy about my mom's wedding tho on saturdayyyy. Monika's comming at 7 because she has work. Lindsay might come when she gets back from FL soo i dunno whats going on but it's gonna be so much funn. i have a skirt on hold at aeropostale and those bitches at the mall better put back on my 8 bucks on my giftcard so i can afford it! lol but it takes a few days. wellll tomorrow [wednesday] im sleeping at Jessica's house after my dad drops me off cause im going to the mall with him to get the skirt i wanna wear to the wedding haha and the first day of school. then thursday i think me and my mom are gonna get our nails done & go shopping somewhere. but yeah i don't want school to start at all.. im absoulutely dreding it. it's gonna screw up everything =/ but im gonna go cause im going tanning soon as if im not burnt enough lol ttyl ♥

when it's over its just over

nothing will ever make sense again..just don't leave me now

i want everything to go back to the way it was ♥

but it wont =[