ugh whatever.
holy shit i cannot stop fighting with my mom and dad. my mom seems to think that i stopped eating altogether and that im trying to starve myself or some crazy shit like that which isnt even true lol i just haven't been feeling good.. and when you feel like you wanna throw up i don't think you would even wanna think of food! lol. well anyways i just fought with my mom because i hate shelton with a passion and i wanna fucking move because im so sick of not getting rides as much as possible as i would if i lived in stratford. i can't stand it. well anyways this week lindsay came over on friday and we drank and stuff at my house and took pictures and my mom didn't come back till like 4 in the morning and i was on the phone with anthony till like 2:30. umm saturday i went to dianna's with melissa, it was fun we walked around like half the night and dianna's mom was having a party so we ate like everything in the house. dianna and melissa - jessica omg my nails are nasty as hell,i hate my toes their like teranchula's haha the stupid recordings on the phone. i was dyeing. i swear i never laughed so hard in my life. OH FUCK BYE. hahahaha. we stayed up till like 3 and then melissa left all extra early and then i left at like 12 to go with my dad. i was in a very bad mood which was rare and i was giving my dad an additude and blasting music lol. we went to the mall after my grandma's in orange after lecturing my dad about his fucking drinking problem that he can never seem to kick. i was looking for picture frames in the mall but i didn't find any because we had to leave soon anyway. umm i came home i slept for a little while from like 5-10 cause i was tired as fuck from the night before. i was on the phone, and then for the rest of the night i was on the phone with rachel k till like 3. hmm today [ monday ] im just probably gonna go out with my mom to eat at like 7 o clock and then come home at like 8 and that's it. i feel soo dirty and i need to take a shower lol. school starts soon and i hate hearing about it and i don't wanna go back. i don't wanna be a senior and i don't wanna grow the hell up! ahh i just wanna be a freshman again lol. i remember those days, and they were good. HMM people are being shady lately. i wish people wouldn't make plans with me and then never call me back and forget =[ but ohhh well. i just wanna move back to startford! god i haven't lived there in so long.. like ever since the middle of 10th grade and even when i did live there i was never close to anyone. i would NEVER move in with my dad tho cause i can't even get along with him for 2 hours nevermind the rest of my life haha. well im gonna go take a shower or something and hopefully the night will get better lol. bye ♥