the calm after the storm

[_ktl_]

i still hate myself.

i thought this year would be good.

i dont have any friends this year, and no one seems to notice im miserable
nobody cares that im all alone again.

im so sick of living with no purpose. i didnt think deserved this

but i guess i shouldve seen it comming.

whatever.

i need help. i need friends. i need good people in my life.

some thing will never change