May 02, 2005 23:23
I am a little scared right now, bc I am feeling some things that I am not supposed to feel. ...I mean I think that I am not supposed to feel, but then again I am not sure. I knew it was inevitable to hide from something like that bc I mean let's face it, it always catches up with you. Man, I am confused and this seems complicated.
I don't want to be hurt again, not the way I was hurt before. But this feeling, this 6th sense is coming back to me like a blast from hte past and is beconing me to put myself out there. I AM SCARED. ----the reason for that is bc I CARE A LOT ABOUT THIS THING AND I DON'T WANT TO SCREW IT UP!
....again.