and so it goes....
there are so many people i miss, things i need to get done, circumstances that i wasn't able to be there for those who needed me, prayers i need to er, pray, emotions i need to feel that haven't sunken in...but i will be okay.
as far as THAT goes, well, i know that i did the right thing. right by God, depsite the pain and confusion. as the song goes, 'when you can't trace His hand, trust His heart...' i know that this was never meant for me anyway, throughout this whole thing i knew it at the back of my mind. all that matters to me now is that we're all friends, and that i did do the right thing. it's such a freeing feeling, i hope it tides me over until the bleah comes. pardon the vagueness...but at this point i guess there's nothing more for me to be than grateful for the chance to have felt the way i did. hmm. kamusta ka naman diyan, diba?
i hope you're all well. dun sa mga pagod, puyat, depressed at nasa ibang level na ng paglulumpasay sa dami ng kailangang gawin, stumeady lang kayo. God will take care of you, He always does. :) chins up, heads high, laban lang ng laban.