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so im thinking of the things she would say to me thinking about how much i love her scared to think i will never see her again yes yes i know how shity it was that i realy never got to see her but when i did it just made me so happy ,just to hear her say i love you once more i want to see her smile i wanted to do all the things i said i wanted to do with her like lay in the park and watch the stars and have a picknick i remember the fist time we kissed it felt so good i wich i could do it all once more and i know this post is emo and i know i should talk to her about it but wrighting is the only way i know how and hating myself is the only thing i can do right i should have came over more i should have treated her better but i cant do anything now i feel dead inside it feels to me like she dosint even wanna see me but i cant stop thing about how much i wanna be with her god this sucks and i fucking hate it i want thinks to be better and i sorry