my how time flies.

[_kmt_]

i think its time for me to realize that all good things must come to an end. i need to learn how to grow up. i know i may seem mature in some aspects but part of me is such a little girl in that i dont want things to change and people to leave. this summer i grew up. then tonight i broke down. it took me a whole week to realize what this is coming to. i knew it was coming i just put it in the back of my mind. you need to have the most incredible experience possible. your future is bright ahead of you as long as you hold tight of those incredible dreams you have for yourself. i know you will go far as long as you stay your persistent self. i wouldnt trade the past two years for anything!
i will be okay. this year is not what i would call a new beginning however it is a new chapter in my life. i am trying new things and attempting to be a better katy mac. i have found characteristics inside myself that i despise, and ultimately would like to get over. i think i am ready to conquer that part of me that needs the most working on. the broken part that people, including myself, kept tearing down all these years. yup i will be back.
hopefully this year holds many new and exciting things. we will soon see.