been a while...
It seems like I havn't updated in like 50 years. I moved to Blackwater and Josh has my comp so I never get on here anymore. I'm in Big Stone for a few days though. I'm staying with Ashley. Well actually every night since I've been here we've staed at John's and I think we're staying here again tomorrow. It's been really fun. I miss seeing people. Blackwater has the potential to be fun but where I don't know many people it's pretty boring. I've managed to get myself mixed up in all kinds of drama since I've been down there.
I'm so lonely. I need a boyfriend. I'm tired of being single. It was fun for a while but now it's getting old. There was this one guy down there I was talking to but I'm pretty sure it's not going anywhere. I hung out with Jacob Collins one day. That was fun. Too bad he's married. I used to have such a big crush on him. I still think he's hot. I need to start making more friends down there. The only people I know are the guys that I met through John and Dale. It would be 10 times better if they still lived down there. I talked to Dale earlier. I miss him so much. He's coming to Ashley's tomorrow to see me. I have to give him my Blackwater Fire Dept. shirt. I really like it but he wants it so I guess I can part with it. He's supposed to give me a new R&S shirt. Haha.
I went to jail for 2 weeks in Tennessee. It was awful. Me and this guy Jr. was driving my uncle to Arkansas to stay with my mom and we got really fucked up on the way up there. we dropped him off and stayed for a little while and then started on our way home and we made it about 3 hours from home and we got pulled over. We almost hit a cop car. I didn't even see it. The truck got searched and we both got arrested for possession. I had about an ounce of pot in my purse. Jr. had like 5 charges. We had percs, tabs, xans, and who knows what else. And the worst part about it is that while I was in jail the uncle that we drove down there was on something that busted his heart and he died. He was my favorite uncle. I didn't find out he died until a week after it happened. I got out of jail the day of his funeral. I guess that trip just wasn't meant to be. I've tried to do better since I got out but it's hard. I have a lot of things in my life I know I need to change. I might be moving to Arkansas in about a week or 2. My mom said she'd help me get a job so I could pay my fines and get my liscense. After that I'll probably come back down here. I never really know what I'm gonna do. Wella nywayz, it's late and I'm tired so I guess I'm gonna go to bed. John's already passed out on us. He has to go to work tomorrow so I guess it's ok. I'll update again sooner or later. I'm out.
I'm so lonely. I need a boyfriend. I'm tired of being single. It was fun for a while but now it's getting old. There was this one guy down there I was talking to but I'm pretty sure it's not going anywhere. I hung out with Jacob Collins one day. That was fun. Too bad he's married. I used to have such a big crush on him. I still think he's hot. I need to start making more friends down there. The only people I know are the guys that I met through John and Dale. It would be 10 times better if they still lived down there. I talked to Dale earlier. I miss him so much. He's coming to Ashley's tomorrow to see me. I have to give him my Blackwater Fire Dept. shirt. I really like it but he wants it so I guess I can part with it. He's supposed to give me a new R&S shirt. Haha.
I went to jail for 2 weeks in Tennessee. It was awful. Me and this guy Jr. was driving my uncle to Arkansas to stay with my mom and we got really fucked up on the way up there. we dropped him off and stayed for a little while and then started on our way home and we made it about 3 hours from home and we got pulled over. We almost hit a cop car. I didn't even see it. The truck got searched and we both got arrested for possession. I had about an ounce of pot in my purse. Jr. had like 5 charges. We had percs, tabs, xans, and who knows what else. And the worst part about it is that while I was in jail the uncle that we drove down there was on something that busted his heart and he died. He was my favorite uncle. I didn't find out he died until a week after it happened. I got out of jail the day of his funeral. I guess that trip just wasn't meant to be. I've tried to do better since I got out but it's hard. I have a lot of things in my life I know I need to change. I might be moving to Arkansas in about a week or 2. My mom said she'd help me get a job so I could pay my fines and get my liscense. After that I'll probably come back down here. I never really know what I'm gonna do. Wella nywayz, it's late and I'm tired so I guess I'm gonna go to bed. John's already passed out on us. He has to go to work tomorrow so I guess it's ok. I'll update again sooner or later. I'm out.