the scratches show..
I miss Graham, I needed him this weekend and he wasn't home. He will be this weekend though so I have something to look forward too, even if we have to go see a gay play and i have to serve pancakes on Saturday.
I am a stupid person. Sometimes I just get so stressed out that i say and do stupid things. I worry way way too much and everything has to go right. Then I screw up and get mad at myself worrying about the wrong things I do even if they aren't that bad. Ugh.
And every brick he laid, a mistake they say..
That his walls are getting taller, and his world is getting smaller ..
10 days until Graham and I have been together one year. I love it, i love him, and I'm in love with him. It's been even longer since we have been together..but March 2nd was the first day we were allowed to be. Crazy huh?
I still haven't finished the Scarlet Letter and I need to do that because The Bachelor comes on tonight..Girls Tell All. I want to watch it but I also just want to sleep..sleep..sleep.
Sorry this is depressing and happy all at the same time. I don't really want any comments though, so just keep them to yourselves. =)
Better staple it together and call it bad weather. -jackjohnson
I am a stupid person. Sometimes I just get so stressed out that i say and do stupid things. I worry way way too much and everything has to go right. Then I screw up and get mad at myself worrying about the wrong things I do even if they aren't that bad. Ugh.
And every brick he laid, a mistake they say..
That his walls are getting taller, and his world is getting smaller ..
10 days until Graham and I have been together one year. I love it, i love him, and I'm in love with him. It's been even longer since we have been together..but March 2nd was the first day we were allowed to be. Crazy huh?
I still haven't finished the Scarlet Letter and I need to do that because The Bachelor comes on tonight..Girls Tell All. I want to watch it but I also just want to sleep..sleep..sleep.
Sorry this is depressing and happy all at the same time. I don't really want any comments though, so just keep them to yourselves. =)
Better staple it together and call it bad weather. -jackjohnson