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I'd love to see Requiem For a Dream again, it's been a while and i forgot some bits of it. I love this movie in a different way, it's not the type that i would want to watch over and over again, it's the kind that leaves you with a lot of questions and a sunken feeling. It's the experience. I saw this movie when i was 14 and it changed my perception of seeing how movies can turn out to be 'different' and 'weird', well let's just say all i ever watched before being 14 was disney, random cartoons, anime and asian dramas (i still do though ;D ). I got quiet frightened watching it because they have this weird effects, everyone looked so miserable but happy at the same time and i remember clearly the look on the grandma's face. Oh and there was so many eyes, eyes and more eyes. I tried hard trying to understand what was going on but i ended up staring onto the lonely scenery and these close up shots. I guess my english vocabulary wasn't wide enough. I felt pretty dumb but i wanted to know more. The main guy didn't look too bad either! Also there was parts that i thought was scary which made me run to the kitchen where my mom was because i'm a wuss. Hhaha what a loser.
After watching it i thought, Oh my god, that movie was the definition of depression and i loved it even though i have no clue what went on in some parts, all i know was that there wasn't a happy ending. Which i kept asking myself "but why?".
An online friend recommended me this movie, i didn't ask what it was about. Instead i downloaded off the torent straight away. After watching it i did Imdb it and you know you get those flash back of the movie that you just watched and try putting it's content back to the scenes and then everything make sense again?! voila, it's like a jigsaw puzzle.