its kinda funny how something so smooth can be interrupted by the ring of a telepone.
I moved out of joeys, into jamies. Lived there for a couple months. Now its October and i live somewhere new. I'm back in brockton :). I went to california, it was awesome and beautiful and free. It sucked cause i was only there for 3 days and only got out for half of the second day but whateverr. Chilled with corey, got a tattoo, and took my piicture with BATMAN! I kissed the love of my life, and eventually threw other events he confessed what he called his "undying love" lol, for me. Hes felt the same ever since high school, but was too afriad to say so. He thinks that this whole time has been fate, everything thats happened to us. Going to school together, my car breaking down, and so on. How sweet right? Not really hes such a fucking pussey. Hes in a relationship he says he doesn't want to be in with a crazy bitch that tracks all his moves, and has even had the nerve to call me looking for him after flipping out on me for hanging out. So life goes on, hes too afriad to leave her and we'll never be i guess. At least i know how he really feels now, but its just makes things so much worse. So much time wasted. I'm sure i can find someone more like me anyways, another debbie downer, filled with hate for everything and everyone :). Works suck, I have to drop 1100 on my car for a blown engine. I might be buying a 69 mustang off my uncle real cheap and selling my car once its fixed that'd be awesome. My hair is orange and pinkish, I can't find a halloween costume this year, I'm thinking wilma from the flintstones or daphlene from scooby doo they have orange hair. I waste too much time thinking about derrick and how he'll never be happy in life because hes never taken a risk. Its sad, its a cycle because I'll never be happy till I learn to forget about him. Every song reminds me of him in some stupid way. And jamie swears whenever we're talking about him good riddance (time of your life) comes on. I'm so pathic. I wish she would just leave him be, stop making him feel guilty.