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Fuck you derrick charles mckean. What the fuck is it about you? And your dumbasss girlfriend does she even know how you feel? I'm guessing not, seeing as you can't even tell her you don't want to talk to her on the phone. You said you didnt like talking on the phone but then proceeded to for like 3 hours. Its stupid and i hate you. Youur not fair why even bothing telling me all those things, huh? For what? To make me doubt everything. Your right your a shit head. It makes me happy though to think now you want me, but can't have me. But ovbiously sad at the same point too. Everything I've wanted since 8th grade. But Joeys so much better, even without a job. He loves me, takes cares of me, makes me laugh and everything. Probably the nicest guy in the world couldn't get mad if he tried. I couldn't love him anymore if I tried and he loves me back just the same. :) It felt good to jsut rub my happiness in derrick's face.