wow it's only been 129301 years
i haven't updated in so long.....i didn't relaly need livejournal for a while. but now i feel really awkward. i think part of it has to do with the fact that i am pmsing....perhaps. but also i'm just relaly independent...adn i'm feeling like i am outgrowing everybody very quickly. i love my friends but i haven't been around much to talk to any of them, so i only know snatches about their lives, and i'm not the most adept at maintaining contact. i relaly have not talked to anyoen for a long time. but even if i did i wouldn't have anything to say. i'm happy just doing what i'm donig and i dno't nkow that i need anyone else. i mena it's just always the same story with me and with everyone else. so now i read more. and reading is satisfying. yes.