emo month in suburbia
the environment at university high school is, for lack of a better feeling, depressing. if one day i'm not feeling competitive enough, or edgy enough, i get lost somewhere, adn the rest of the "i am going to get into harvard" world rolls on....far too quickly. i hate having to always catch up on things that i've missed, because it's never the same. and i miss a lot of things.
it doesn't help either, that everybody is afraid to be alive. who cares!?! does it hurt to show some emotion? to be blatantly angry, or cold, or ethused, or ANYTHING. i feel like i go to school with a bunch of robots. do people at uni feel anything but program: competition, studiousness, and lust?
probably not.
it doesn't help either, that everybody is afraid to be alive. who cares!?! does it hurt to show some emotion? to be blatantly angry, or cold, or ethused, or ANYTHING. i feel like i go to school with a bunch of robots. do people at uni feel anything but program: competition, studiousness, and lust?
probably not.