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Haven't heard from Matt yet. But today I am going to the movies with Amy and then the Saturday Market then she is staying the night me. I am still pretty pissed off. But at least I am not crying my eyes out. I am seriously through with this bullshit. I am going to give Matt one last chance. "I don't ever want to see your face unless you are going to apoligise and give me something better than sex or flowers. And it better be good." That is what I am going to tell him. I don't want to leave Matt. But I am afraid this is what its leading up to. This is going to be the hardest thing ever. *sigh* Matt still is the best boyfriend I ever had, even though he is treating me like Gahlen did. Still the best. *curls up and cries*