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Thought. Names are coming to me...
Snafu used to talk to me on AIM, he was a neat musician. Wonder what ever happened to him.
Bard Edwin... used to ask me about my art, but he's gone now.
My AC Vassal was... KRYTEN on IRC... but he hasn't been around for years and years.
I was Xaoten Ki, Daija, Wa, Ankoku, and Sha Shu on Harvestgain.
I need to sleep, I have to be up in 4 hours.
I think I realized why this is bothering me. I'm 27 years old, and most of these people I met 9 years ago or so, and haven't talked to in years.
That means I've spent a third of my life screwing around on Japanese H-art sites and chatting on IRC and AIM and ICQ, and I have... nothing at all to show for it. I never learned to draw, I still don't know Japanese, I don't even have any people I talk to IRL anymore, and 99% of my IRC and AIM and ICQ friends have moved on.
So, what was the point of it all?
And if it didn't have any point, then, what do I have left?
Snafu used to talk to me on AIM, he was a neat musician. Wonder what ever happened to him.
Bard Edwin... used to ask me about my art, but he's gone now.
My AC Vassal was... KRYTEN on IRC... but he hasn't been around for years and years.
I was Xaoten Ki, Daija, Wa, Ankoku, and Sha Shu on Harvestgain.
I need to sleep, I have to be up in 4 hours.
I think I realized why this is bothering me. I'm 27 years old, and most of these people I met 9 years ago or so, and haven't talked to in years.
That means I've spent a third of my life screwing around on Japanese H-art sites and chatting on IRC and AIM and ICQ, and I have... nothing at all to show for it. I never learned to draw, I still don't know Japanese, I don't even have any people I talk to IRL anymore, and 99% of my IRC and AIM and ICQ friends have moved on.
So, what was the point of it all?
And if it didn't have any point, then, what do I have left?