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This weekend I went to Tampa to go to a museum called Mosi. It was fun. I went with my neighbor and her grandchildren. whom i babysitt for. Then we went to Venice beach. I recomend that everyone should go there sometime, It was BEAUTIFUL! If you skimboard or whatnot I then highly recomend you go. The waves there are magnificent, and the water is beautiful. (friends we shall go on a raod trip there when i get my car! its only an hour and a half away!) I had fun on my small trip, although the kids sometimes got out of hand. On another subject, I havent written in this for a while so i will udate you on whats I have been doing. So lets start with the so called "guys" in my life. Well not much to say.... there are no real called "relationships" but there are some littel summer flings, one day type things, whitch i happen to hate and enjoy at the same time. I hate it because it means nothing to me yet i like it because it means nothing to me. A bit contridicting but what can i say im a girl and im confusing. The first potential "fling" was my ex-boyfriend Chris whom decided to call me out of the blue. So i decided to proceed with the whole thing since the relationship that we did have was like straight out of a movie, it was great. Well he calls and tells me that he is goning to be down the street from me and he woundered if he could come by. I agree and allow him to "say hello". So Its about 2am by the time he comes and i step outside and we have a long chat about whats been going on in our lives. About an hour passed by and eventually i walked him over to his car and we had a nice hug. That hug turned into a great big tease fest and a few pecks. Now if you think I would allow him to makeout with me you must be mistaken. Thats what he wanted and i was not about to be an easy call for a makeout session, so I teased and then i gave him a small taste with a peck and i said goodnight. Sure enough he called me the next day. Now the next time we decided to hang out was about two days later. I was at Angelina's house on the beach and i snuck out of her window to meet with him and his friends. We walked along the beach with his friends and had fun doing so. We ended up stopping and standing around for a bit. Then out of no where a fight broke loose on the beach, not but a few feet away from us! This kid got into a fight i suppose with another kid. One of them then started to stike at the other, the one who got struck fell to the ground. We then saw a kid running tward them. I personally thought that he was there to help him. But to my surprize the kid started to kick him and beat at him. About 2 seconds later 3 other kids run up to him and start taking turns to kick and beat this boy. THey then run away leaving the boy there bleeding and beaten on the ground. A boy i was with called the cops who arrived about 10 minuts later. Meanwhile we all gathered around the boy to see what damage was done, and to see what we could do to help. His face was covered in blood. Not only that but, his eyeball was hanging out of the socket! It was the scariest thing i have ever seen. How could people be so crule!?! It was horrible. And when you really think about it that kid is a son to someone or a brother or a boyfriend. What if he was yours? Thats something to think about. SO to continue on with the story. I then called Angelina and told her about what had just occured, she seemed surpized and i asked her to come down and meet us. She agreed and we met up with her. I love her! We then walked down to the beach. We sat down and had time to grt on "another level". That was fun. I then walked down the beach, and sure enough Chris came to join me. We walked and talked a bit. While walking on the beach it felt like i was walking on a tredmill, like i was walking but, getting nowhere. I love that feeling. With Chris by my side we stopped for a minute and knew what would probably occur between the two of us. By this time i realized that I dont still have feelings for him. I may have physical feelings twards him but i think thats about it. WE then had another "tease fest", WHich i enjoyed very much. It is fun to tease, but there are limits to it. It was amazing. When you are on another level, its the greatest thing to be with someone. I dont know how to explain it. Its like every touch is heaven, wether it be a back massage or a small touch of the lips, everything seems perfect. The way somenes every curve fits yours, or the way a simple kiss make you realize how your lips fit perfectly together. So that went on and, when the feeling of being on "another level" went away, i came back to reality and realized that this meant nothing. It was great and at the same time it was horrible. But no regrets.
WOW this is getting long I dont know if i should get into the whole Andy thing maybe i should share that another time. I have alot boiled up about him. Well for all of those that were interested enough to read the whole thing thanks. Im sure you could care less about the guys in my life or whatnot. I am actually questioning right now if i should post information like this online. Well if it comes back to me and bites me in the ass oh well. NO ONE READS THE LONG ONES ANYWAY!
WOW this is getting long I dont know if i should get into the whole Andy thing maybe i should share that another time. I have alot boiled up about him. Well for all of those that were interested enough to read the whole thing thanks. Im sure you could care less about the guys in my life or whatnot. I am actually questioning right now if i should post information like this online. Well if it comes back to me and bites me in the ass oh well. NO ONE READS THE LONG ONES ANYWAY!