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Even though your self-respect is growing right now, it might be growing at a slower pace than you would like. But there is something to be said for gaining confidence at a slower pace -- you're more conscious of the important small steps you're making. A major transition that you're looking forward to may not be as satisfying as you expect, so there is no need to reach too high too quickly. Take comfort in the fact that you are definitely going in the right direction!