Sep 14, 2004 22:54
I drop everything for your phone calls. A smile comes across my face. Nothing else matters for those 2 minutes you actually want to talk to me. I wish I could drop everything and be over at your becone call, especially since I know it will be another week until I receive another. I can't believe I do all this for nothing. I can't believe I fret over something that isn't there. I just wish for once I could have what I want.
Court tomorrow to beg for forgiveness. Then Kaylyn's 1 year pictures. Then sitting around. Then Friday's to be Jeff's regulars and have a good ol' time. Tomorrow should be decent ... I hope. Hoping the night hours bring me pleasure.
Work has been going alright. My feet kill and I need a bath so bad, I need to relax. I also really need a massage, any takers?
I have a stalker at work, he's a huge nerd. I have a stalker in Walled Lake, he's so angry. and I myself am a stalker. Interesting how things work out.
New goal. Work out and not be so tubby.
Time for bed. I am so damn exhausted and waking up at 7:00 tomorrow doesn't sound too pleasurable. I use that word too often. I NEED SLEEP!
<3 to you, if you're out there.