Aug 14, 2004 17:40
Way to make me feel real loved, real wanted. Here I am devoting my time and efforts, trying to make things better and you say you have no one. Who am I? Oh well, it's not a big deal what so ever. This is my life, it's what I do. It doesn't bother me too much. I'm over it.
Tonight could be eventful. But do I go with the person I wish cared about me, or do I hang out with the person who is genuine? Hmmmm ... tough decision actually. I wish I had someone that sat there and listened to all my bull shit and problems. But when I try to tell them all I get are un-enthused "yep's" and "uhuh's." Lovely.
Bought a cute watch at Milford Memories. Had to go by myself, you know how that works out. But it's definitely a good find, though not water proof ... so it'll probably be broke in a couple days. Ha Ha
Winter is soon approaching. Throw out the daisy dukes and get out the boots. This is going to suck. If there were no snow on Christmas, I wouldn't care one bit ... bah hum bug I tell ya!
I'm hungry, there's never any food here.
Does anyone read this? Does anyone care? Man O Man. I'm tired of this shit.