Aug 11, 2004 14:32
Went to the Toledo Zoo yesterday, who does that? Drives forever and a half just to go to a zoo when there is one only a half hour away from their house. It sucked. Not enjoyable. But what can you do?
Lately life has been boring. Not like it used to be with you. I feel so alone, and I don't think I like it. New people don't understand me. I need people back in my life that know how my mind works and knows how to hold a conversation with me. I feel like I'm sick of everything.
I need the Nip/Tuck DVD. I have decided.
Hopefully I get this new job. The lady told me I basically had it and that she just had to call my references, but she hasn't called me back in a whole and she's making me angry. I think I will call her in a few seconds.
My mom has gone physco. She follows me everywhere I go. I'll go to the store and walk out of the building and she is sitting there in her car watching me, and this isn't a joke, literally she is following me everywhere. My family is a bunch of disrespectful people.
I sometimes laugh at people, think they are pathetic, happy I am not them. But then I wonder if they are laughing at me and thinking the same things. They probably are. I guess I don't open up until I feel comfortable around a person, until I know they aren't out to get me.
Well, I should probably finish getting ready. Have a day filled with nothing to do but waste gas. Yay.
Put one shoe on at a time. I don't want you falling. Step on a crack and you'll break your mother's back. I step on every crack there is and nothing happens. Childhood rhymes used to help me in life, not anymore. How may I help you? I'm living a perverted life full of tricks. Reach into my magic hat and pull out a rabbit. You will find me sitting atop the rabbits fur with my binoculars, I think I hate it, but I can't tan anyway so why bother wasting my time? But I still wear my sunglasses in the darkness of being alone on top. Shave my head, it's time for war!