Don't Stop Baby, I'll Be Back For More.
Skin touching skin. Your arms around my waste. Our breaths becoming steady and syncronized. Eyes getting heavy. Slowly drifting into a sleep. Together in our dreams. The best thing in the world has to be falling asleep with someone and waking up to them still being next to you. You wake up thinking, "Oh, it was all a dream." as you turn over to see him still asleep and a smile is put on your face as you think, "Just 5 mre minutes." No one ever wants that moment to end. Where there is no fighting. No thinking. Just laying together, happy. I need that every night and soon. Maybe someday it will happen, but I've learned not to get my hopes up. You look so sweet lying there, eyes closed, a smirk on your face as if you're dreaming. I wonder if you are dreaming of me. I wonder if you think about me as much as I think about you. 3/4 of my life devoted to you. Waiting for you. Thinking about you. Being with you. Working on being the best for you. Everything is for you. Do you even notice my efforts? What are we? Two needles in a hay stack? I don't know, but I need to know soon. My life is wasting away and the un-declared love is killing me.