Don't Go Breaking My Heart.
Do you all look at me and figure I'm the easiest person to screw over? Because it sure seems like it. I guess I should have seen it from the beginning. Waiting around all day with hopes of plans because for some reason no one ever knows what they are doing. Not hearing from people until 9:00 only to find out they've found way better plans than you probably. I do everything right for people, I stop everything in my life to be ready at all moments. But I guess it's a huge waste. Because what has been happiness the last week, has slowly turned back into sadness because people don't actually care. It's a shield because they don't want to hurt you. But what happens is you get hurt anyway ... Somebody please care because I'm sick of this world. Fo' REEEEAALLL! What a waste of a fucking day. Sitting around saying, "In an hour I'll call." Hearing that EVERYTIME I called. Then finding a babysitter finally only to be ditched for obviously better plans. Skipped dinner so I could go out. Now I'm just hungry. Put everything on pause one more time. I complain, yet nothing will ever change. I will forever put up with shit and act naive. I know exactly what is going on though, but I'll never let you see that.