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sometimes i just wanna scream at the top of my lungs because i hate you so much....but than sometimes i just wanna hug you, and never let you go.
sometimes i'm glad that your gone and sometimes i cry endlessly because i miss you so much.
you've changed so much....sometimes i dont even know who you are. i know i've changed to, but for the good. its a shame you cant see that though. i wish i could've had the chance to get to know the new you. kinda glad i didnt though. i dont think i would have liked it very much but that doesnt matter because your happier now.
"ive had you so many times but somehow i want more.......its not always rainbows and butterflies, its compromise that moves us along."
makes me. angry. to see you happy, its like its not fair but i no it is. the miserable ended up happy and the happy ended up miserable.
....i guess this is my way of saying goodbye without actually saying it. hopefully she makes you happy. more happier than i could make you. sorry i couldnt make you happy. i wanted to, i really did, i just didnt know how to....
im sorry if i ruined your life. im sorry i hurt you. you hurt me too. sorry things didnt end up the way we wanted. i wont forget though. i know you will. guess she wont be loved.