Rexall.
I'm in a mood.
I feel very out of place.
I shouldn't have to feel like people are only putting up with me. I shouldn't have to feel that people only like me for my money. I shouldn't have to feel so fucking abandoned. I shouldn't have to feel any of these things. So why do I? Because I chose to. How fucking SAD is that?
After Liz and I called it quits. She did NOT end there. She decided to prod and pick at it, until now it's making me physically sick. I was all fine and ducky about the situation until today. Saying it's my fault things didn't happen. Saying how if I wasn't so hell bent on not having my mother at my wedding, that it would have worked.
Why does every scorned girl I date, throw my mom into shit? I think I know, I'm realizing more and more, just how much her and I are alike.
Dave Navarro makes some of the hottest sad music, I've ever had the pleasure of listening too.
"Please leave me here in the empty world
Fall in love with the empty girl
If I go outside I'll feel much better
Let me hit myself I'm starting to feel."
I've fallen in love with way too many empty people. I'm pretty much giving up all hope.
I feel very out of place.
I shouldn't have to feel like people are only putting up with me. I shouldn't have to feel that people only like me for my money. I shouldn't have to feel so fucking abandoned. I shouldn't have to feel any of these things. So why do I? Because I chose to. How fucking SAD is that?
After Liz and I called it quits. She did NOT end there. She decided to prod and pick at it, until now it's making me physically sick. I was all fine and ducky about the situation until today. Saying it's my fault things didn't happen. Saying how if I wasn't so hell bent on not having my mother at my wedding, that it would have worked.
Why does every scorned girl I date, throw my mom into shit? I think I know, I'm realizing more and more, just how much her and I are alike.
Dave Navarro makes some of the hottest sad music, I've ever had the pleasure of listening too.
"Please leave me here in the empty world
Fall in love with the empty girl
If I go outside I'll feel much better
Let me hit myself I'm starting to feel."
I've fallen in love with way too many empty people. I'm pretty much giving up all hope.