broadways dark tonight...
hiya! CHRISTMAS IS COMING!! ahh, so fast, too fast actually, i need time!! all these christmas concerts are coming up so soon, i need time to breathe! But happy pre-birthday to ryan!!!! yay!!! and new years too, which is cool, so still up in the air but if ur my friend and i like u keep the 30th or january 1st open! cause heck if ryan comes theres gonna be a parttaaayy, like my parties i had last year. so keep ur ears open.
good song always a good reminder bout God and how he really gets us--> Am I understood? -Relient K
....Sometimes it's embarressing to talk to you
to hold a conversation with the only one who sees right through
this version of myself i try to hide behind
i'll bury my face because my disgrace will leave me terrified
and sometimes i'm so thankful for your loyalty
your love regardless of the mistakes i make will spoil me
my confidence is in a sence, a gift you've given me
and i'm satisfied to realize you're all i'll ever need
you looked into my life and never stopped
and you're thinking all my thoughts
are so simple but so beautiful
and you recite my words right back to me
before i even speak
you let me know, i am understood
and sometimes i spend my time just trying to escape
i word so hard, so desperately, in an attempt to create space
cause i want distance from the utmost important thing i know
i see your love, then turn my back, and beg for you to go
you looked into my life and never stopped
and you're thinking all my thoughts
you're so simple but so beautiful
and you recite my words right back to me
before i even speak
you let me know, i am understood
you're the only one who understands
completely
you're the only one who knows me yet still loves (me) completetely
and sometimes the place i'm at is at a loss for words
if i think of something worthy, i know that it's already yours
and through the times i've faded and you've outlined me again
you've just patiently wated to bring me back and then
you looked into my life and never stopped
and you're thinking all my thoughts
you're so simple but so beautiful
and you recite my words right back to me
before i even speak
you let me know, i am understood
your voice has broken my defence
let me embrace salvation
your voice has broken my defence
let me embrace salvation
your voice has broken my defence
let me embrace salvation....
emmabean*~