"..When the darkness closes in Lord, still I will say..."
Hey everyone, gosh, I'm so bad with updating, but now I actually have a good excuse! I HAVE A BOOBOO...and its on my left middle finger ::snickers::....BUT IT HURTS!!!! ::whines profusely:: I smashed it my car door today, and it got all gross and bloody, don't you just hate it when it does that...OUCH I just touched the key with that finger..its all bandaged up now of course...but it still hurtssssssss!!
Still in rehearsals for Hello Dolly, and they are definitely improving, in one scene I get to literally prance on stage and then prance off, its AWESOME! hahaha.
As jon says, i need to go outside, but not without having my shirt off, like in jon's case, hahahaha, I just need to get....um...less sickly looking, I'm too friggin white! so sun, come and give me ur harsh rays and tan me!! Oh yeah I went to spiderman 2 (cause it was tradition!) with jon, josh, and my bro, and it was really good, better than the first. oh yeah, ps, jon's a cradle-robbin'-perv, that all i have to say ;)
::warning, this following passage, may not be suitable for people not into gushy girly things, so just SHUT YO' FACE AND LEAVE!!!::
Just recently, I finished the Christian romance novels of the Christy Miller Series, cause my friend Tessa from PA loaned them to me, and you may tease me cause they are sometimes gushy and girly, BUT I REALLY LIKED THEM!!! I couldn't put them down, and the lessons they had in them were like incredible, I felt as if she was feeling all the same feelings that I had like with relationships, with friends and boyfriend issues.
So it was interesting how she dealt with them, and it really showed me how I'm supposed to be constantly in prayer, just always talking to God and having him work in me Sometimes I would tend to get "busy" and forget about praying, or the whole Christian part of my life, which is crazy cause really how can u forget about the creator and ruler of the friggin universe!!! but in this book there is a character named Todd who has this unbelievable faith in the Lord and if there is ever any problem, or even if its just a monday afternoon, he would be constantly praying and talking to God. It really encouraged me, even though he was a fictional character, that I really need to improve. As teenagers, and well people in general, if you are a christian and you go to a christian event or retreat you get into this "christian mood" and where you believe you can take over the world with your faith (ya know what I'm talking about if you've ever felt like this), and then in time, it would fade, which is horrible, but it happens to everyone. But I came to a conclusion that I can't always be like forgeting and kinda "dropping" outta that mind set, and it won't be easy, lemme tell ya, but I think i just need to ask God to help me, and always having my heart set on God, and keep my treasures with God.
Ok, I'm pretty much done, I just needed to settle out my feelings and ya know just ramble on like we all do time and again. so in the words of seneca "kudos, if you just read this"
I better be off to bed, I have a grad party tommorow at Tara's and then 4th of july party at Brians, so cya later....
i thought this was just really cute...
"...I don't know where you lay your head
or where you call your home
I don't know where you eat your meals
or where you talk on the phone
I don't know if you got a cook
a butler or a maid
I don't know if you got a year
with a hammock in the shade
I don't know if you got some shelter
say a place to hide
I don't know if you live with friends
in whom you can confide
I don't know if you got a family
say a mom or dad
I don't know if you feel love at all
but I bet you wish you had
PRE-CHORUS
Come and go with me
to my Fathers house
Come and go with me
to my Fathers house
CHORUS
It's a big big house
with lots and lots a room
A big big table
with lots and lots of food
A big big yard
where we can play football
A big big house
Its my Fathers house
Ibidibidee bop bop bow whew! yeah!
All I know is a big ole house
with rooms for everyone
All I know is lots a land
where we can play and run
All I know is you need love
and I've got a family
All I know is your all alone
so why not come with me?...."
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*....Blessed be Your name in the land that is plentiful
Where Your streams of abundance flow
Blessed be Your name
And blessed be Your name when I’m found in the
desert place
Though I walk through the wilderness
Blessed be your name
Every blessing You pour out I’ll turn back
to praise
And when the darkness closes in Lord
Still I will say
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name
Blessed be Your name when the sun’s shining
down on me
When the world’s “all as it should be”
Blessed be Your name
And blessed be Your name on the road marked
with suffering
Though there’s pain in the offering
Blessed be Your name
You give and take away
You give and take away
My heart will choose to say
Lord, blessed be Your name....*