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Apr 08, 2006 13:08

Sometimes I feel like a horrible person.
Sometimes I feel as if no one cares.
Sometimes I feel like I couldn't go on.

But then.. I think.
I'm not the only one.

Why do I let myself fall for people? And then when they decide to realize they have feelings for me.. it's too late.
I don't get it.
People confuse me a lot of the time.
That's why I like keeping to myself and not have to worry about what's going to happen next.
I mask my emotions entirely too much.
But it makes me feel powerful. and I feel like no one could hurt me or break my power.
But in reality, maybe it' a weakness.

But who can really say that it is?
Who can tell me what I can and can't do with my life?
no one can.

I'm my own person and no one should take it away from me or try to change me for what they think is better.

I want to live my life to how I think I should.
I want to be the person I want to be.
I shouldn't let one person decide who I should be and what I should do with my life.
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