Mar 08, 2005 13:58
Yes. This has been a confusing two days ....
Kyra and Dave are going out .. and im going out with Kev. <3
I dont know, it did piss me off when Ky and Dave started going out .. but ill get over it :) Im with Kev and i really like him.
Derek flipped out, and i do feel bad.. but hes mad at me .. and this time i know he isnt going to forgive me for this one. He called me the town whore, which isnt true ..... This is all pretty crappy. Derek was a good friend .. i mean yeah, we fought alot .. but i supose its what friends do .. I mean .. no matter what, i know that i always had derek to be there for me .. but i dont think thats happening anymore.. hes really mad at me this time .. and i know it.. I dont think hes going to get over this one either.
On top of that Kev tol dme his mom called me a whore.. that made me feel kind of crappy. I mean, that doesnt seem fair at all because shes basing it on what Derek told her .. and im not like that. I dont know where Derek got all of this stuff .. but its not true .. so i have had sex before .. with three guys .. but all of them were mistakes. I think its shitty that he has to say things like that ..
I just dont know anymore .. im just happy that im with Kev. He makes me really glad to be here, and be with him :)
<3